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Quote from: Adera on February 20, 2016, 08:16:35 PM

Anyways, here A LOT of people expects me to want to use my penis and most often to fuck like a man would. There are of course a lot of men here whom just treats me as a woman but the number whom doesn't is quite tiresome to be honest.

Haha, and I bet those guys wanting you to use your penis are the ones who have "hetero" on profile... rofl.

You know, real transgenders are quite rare on here, and those who don't know them rl can't imagine how you feel and how much of just a girl you are. ( I've been with a fully transformed one for a while rl, and damn what a girl she was!!! ) That's probably why they can't imagine you not using your penis or even not being allowed to touch or please it for your own pleasure, tho with the best intentions.

I already know your answer (not real you, too easy...), but sometimes I'd like to ask you why you wouldn't play a female avi? Deep in it's who you are or strive for, so why not?

The best part of your experience here is... when one eventually keeps talking to you after the first "disappointments", you know (s)he's a real good person!

Keep on being you Adera! And just don't bother or use energy too much about those narrowminded ones. You sure know a few good people and it's them you should enjoy. The rest...pfffrrt!!

Yeah, I suppose that for most a transgender girl is either just an exotic and forbidden fetish or something they want to stay far away from. It's pretty sad how we can be perceived and how people will project there fetishes upon us.

Haha well I created the accounted quite some years ago and at that time I felt like I wanted to be as honest about myself as I could then. But yeah, I wonder what I will do later, I got the preliminary date for my surgery today and it's in 6 weeks. Guess I wont be able to transfer my character, clothes and all to a female one.

As a male-to-female transgender woman whom has lived as a woman irl for quite some years the attitude of a lot of people here on Achat can be pretty weird to me.
In real life I'm simply seen as a woman in all aspects of life, like cis-women talk to me about periods, getting pregnant and such even though I wont experience those things unless they make some huge steps in the gender reassignment surgeries.

Anyways, here A LOT of people expects me to want to use my penis and most often to fuck like a man would. There are of course a lot of men here whom just treats me as a woman but the number whom doesn't is quite tiresome to be honest.
I don't generally room with women here since I'm mostly interested in men but even though I've got my orientation set to hetero a lot of women still contact me, asking what I am in real life and the likes. After chatting a little they start questioning me like "Are you really a shemale? Aren't you just a girl?" and I'm like "Yeah, I'm just a girl, I just happen to be a transgender one" and then most of them lose interest or they are genuinly confused and they don't understand at all. But I guess they aren't actually interested in women and haven't met a transgender woman in real life so they can't comprehend. For me though, that's like "Seriously... what did you expect!? o.O".

I think it's fine to get the chance to live out once fantasies here, it might help a person in many ways.

It will of course lead to misunderstanding which can be a bit annoying to the transgender community, like for example when cis-men plays the roles of transgender women in movies, they tend to portray us in a VERY prejudiced way which is most often very wrong and just makes us cringe.

But I guess that in a place like this the ability to play the game the way one wants is the most important one.

Aha I see, well no wonder I didn't find it then xD

Thanks for the welcome back

Pretty long time since I was online here last, like actually online and present. So, thought I'd kinda say hello and such again, not sure how present I will be but I bought premium for a few months, mostly because I was so terribly curious about all the new stuff. xD

The meeting place seem awesome, but is it possible to turn the camera around other than turning the character as well, I like getting a side view of things sometimes as well?

Honestly it can be pretty fun on A-chat if one is in the right mindset, I generally don't actually masturbate to an orgasm when rooming I rather let my mind wander, chat, role-play and such since it gives me so much mental stimuli. Well my body tends to answer but getting all wet, hot and bothered can be nice enough even though I sometimes just wish that guy was actually there and would just fuck my brains out irl so to speak hahaha. xD

I don't particularly like the term shemale, but what can one do when it so settled in the world of porn. :/
Anyways, it's kinda funny to me how the avatar cums like a dude, I mean, when on hormones ones doesn't cum like that at all. It's more of just a clear liquid for me at least and it starts to come when I get really tuned on and might dribble a bit more when orgasming. xD
In porn though "shemales" do cum like dudes do but they're usually off of hormones a while before that or have even taken a testosterone shot just for that very thing.
Anyways, it would have been nice to have that as a setting or something.

Actually Achat has kind of helped me out, in the beginning I hadn't actually started my transition and was struggling a lot in life, this became something of a haven, a place where I could actually be the me that was yearning to be set free, that was crushed by the norms and expectations of society. It has helped me to initially express and all the aspects of myself that was suppressed, find it and give it a chance to come out and flourish.
I can honestly say that Achat has been part of helping me express myself without being afraid, find my sexuality and probably many aspects of myself that I just couldn't let out because of expectations laid upon me from all around.
Living by rejecting ones self is hard, depressing and led me to suicidal thoughts and paralyzing panic attacks so I really needed somewhere to escape, a place to be me even if I then had to be ripped back to the dark reality that I was living in then.
I did eventually reach a point in life where I was really starting to break down, I had to make a choice or things would probably have ended pretty bad even though I thought I'd be able to live out my days as some kind of empty shell, but honestly... who was I kidding? It was just lame denial born from fear and self rejection.
So even if I was terribly afraid I did take the bull by its horns and take my first tentative steps in the right direction. The journey has been long and hard, but not as hard as I initially thought and one could say that everything turned out well in the end. To be honest, the like, mental image of my goal that spending time on Achat has helped me with have helped me strive in a purposeful manner through all this even if the final goal couldn't actually be seen. I've changed a lot during all of this time but not at the core.
Now I live my life simply as a woman, nothing special really but the peace I feel inside me and the positive outlook I have on life is almost euphoric compared to the depressed state that was very close to complete darkness I was in a few years back. I'm a much more happy, outgoing, talkative and energetic person nowadays.
I'm looking forward to my gender reassignment surgery in a few months and it will be so freeing even it will be a small hell to go through with all the pain and after care. At least there have been A LOT of progress in that field compared to what Lili in The Danish Girl had to go through.
So, Achat can actually help LGBTQ+ people that are struggling and that is actually pretty amazing.

Anyways, hi there everyone!

As I watch Janine so full of passion, lost in her pleasure I also take off my bra pulling at my nipples and sighing deeply "Mmm I better contribute in earnest as well then, I just hope I wont surprise you too much" I say giving her a wink.

I stand up on the floor, turn my back to her and lowers my skirt to the floor along with my panties though making sure to hide my penis by pressing my legs together.

Now only in my heels and stockings I seat myself on the table again, hiding my nether parts with a massaging hand while the others teases a nipple. With a playful smile on my lips I slowly reveal what I've been trying to hide by letting it slip out between my fingers.

It hurts a little letting it get fully erect but I'm far too hot and occupied with Janines reaction to really notice. She does look a bit taken aback for a brief moment but not particularly surprised nor does it look like it matters much in her state which is a relief.

I find myself grasping it and slowly stroking myself while my other hand still plays with my nipples all the while watching Janine with my breath getting heavier and heavier.

Knowing I have a habit of trying to keep myself clean... back there and well wanting to pleasure myself there I sit down in a chair beside the table facing Janine in a sinuous and sensuous move... mostly because it makes me feel sexy. Then placing foot on another chair I lick two fingers on one hand and slowly insert them into my bum comfortable with it since I know I'm fairly clean there.

I can't stifle the moans escaping me as I rub my penis and finger myself watching Janine pleasure herself though glazing eyes.

"Mmm... what if someone where to walk past right now?" Glancing around in the vicinity and feeling the cool air a bit more for a while "I wonder what they'd think". The thought of someone hiding behind a corner getting off watching us does only make it more exciting however and I let out a pleasured moan.

I'm writing my next part atm.

I'm glad that you like it Brandy it would be fun if a handsome cowboy walked past you.