Literotica has not been updated since Johnny told Laura he loved her (well before the club fight and divorce) what I have from there till now is only about 4500 words.(its usually 8 to 9 thousand) Opinions; should we give them what we got or include a triumphant return to the BDSM club?
By May Laura thought he was ready to move on and maybe end their self imposed exile from the club. First they went to a casual get together at Bianca's on Sunday. It was just them and another couple that Bianca had met at a munch the week before.
Robert and Amy where an older couple with kids grown and out of the house. After twenty two years, they were trying to rekindle the romance in their life when they'd read about BDSM. John and Yvette where wearing collars but dressed casually , and sat on the floor in front of their Mistresses. Amy sat quietly next to her husband on the sofa, her slim legs held together. She seemed a little embarrassed by all this but not skittish.
“I'm not sure this is something we can do…” Robert paused looking for the words, and looking to his wife “All the time. 24/7 as they say.”
Bianca held an understanding smile with her hands in her lap. “Many couples don't. For most it's just bedroom play, but you may find it creeping into the rest of your life. A look, a touch, a whisper of things that might happen later.” The tall nubian queen shifted and rested her hand on Yvette's hair. “You both are seeking a new intimacy with each other. That's beautiful.” She encouraged.
“I…” Robert paused. “I don't want to hurt her.” He blushed before continuing, “But the thought of her… tied up and helpless, it, it does give me a thrill.” He squeezed his wife's hand, who was now beet red.
Laura had to speak up, “In twenty-two years you never told her this?” She asked incredulously.
Now Robert was the one embarrassed. “I always worried…” He looked to the floor, “…what she would think of me.”
Bianca looked to Amy. “And what do you think of him, Amy?”
Amy's cheeks were flaming and it took her a moment. “I, I think it sounds hot.” She looked up at her husband. “I trust Robert.”
Bianca smiled broadly. “That's where it all begins.” She reached to her satchel next to the chair and pulled out two of the three paged surveys. “Both of you should fill these out and then talk about them with each other. Find your likes and what excites you.”
After dinner, John and Yvette did dishes. There was no conversation with her before because of the new people.
“H-h-how are you?” The short brunette asked him with her hands in the sink.
“I'm better. I get to see my kids.” John shrugged, drying a plate.
“But how are you and Laura?” Yvette asked seriously.
John had to think about that one. He was a mess, and except for the occasional face grind, Laura had been distant, maybe giving him time and space. “I guess it's not the same.” He finally admitted.
“You should talk then. Subs are more than allowed to open conversation about the relationship, the US.” Yvette advised him, emphasizing the word by gripping her fist in her other hand.
John smiled at her. “You didn't stutter.” he pointed out, excitedly.
“I told you it would go away.” Yvette said non-nonchalantly, and went back to washing dishes. “If you need to talk, you can call me.”
“Thanks”
Wednesday night they watched NCIS as usual. Laura on the couch and John on the carpet, rubbing her feet. He felt her stroke his hair. Now was the time, he thought.
“Mistress, I think I'm better now.” He opened the conversation, awkwardly.
Silence for a moment. “You mean the divorce?”
“Yeah.” John turned and rested his chin on the couch and his cheek at her knee. Laura smiled at that puppy dog look he gave up at her.
“I think so too.” She ran her fingers through his hair.
John hoped for her to speak more but he pressed on. “Thank you for giving me space, but I miss US.” He used the term Yvette had.
It worked, Laura smiled wider. “I miss us too, Johnny.” She caressed his cheek. “We can go to the club next week, if you're ready. We might be pointed at, but I'm sure most of them have stopped talking about it.”
